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Adrienne Morris's avatar

Wow! What perfect timing! I just spent two hours on the phone with my adult son who wants so much to believe but is also afraid to because of what he thinks God will ask of him. Despite how many witnesses, miracles and revelations each of us has to go through our own Thomas doubt. I love the donkey story 😊

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

Oh, I'm so glad the timing feels resonant! We really all do go through our Thomas times...I'm so thankful to have a saint like him to bring out our complicated humanity into the Christmas story this season. What a blessing it is that he your son has someone so thoughtful to talk to about all these struggles!

Megan Hogg's avatar

Wow- this was packed full of so much great information! So timely/interesting too because we are currently considering "Thomas" as a middle name for our son (due next year!) and I have been trying to learn more about him! <3

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

I'm so glad you enjoyed - and what fun timing! Congrats on your sweet boy on the way!!

Lindsay McCarthy's avatar

All new info to me looking forward to more! Any excuse to bring up talking donkeys count me in, though Balaam’s ass is the star of the show 🫏

Nothing like a salty donkey!

Hoping the potential flood next week doesn’t cause too much damage 🫣 !!

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

I'm here for all the salty donkeys! 🙋

Thanks so much...we're still not sure how the flood's going to play out yet, but we're getting ready to put all the animals up high today!

Jolene Handy's avatar

Beautiful writing, research and message (as always!) Besides Thomas, I always look forward to the feast of St. Lucia (my mother was Swedish and German) I think it’s so moving! Bringing the light into the darkness ✨💫

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

Thank you so much, Jolene! I LOVE St. Lucia's day - I first fell for that holiday with the American Girl doll books about Kirsten, but learning more about it, it's become so meaningful. I love that you have all those traditions!

Jolene Handy's avatar

There’s a Swedish neighborhood, (Andersonville), here in Chicago and they do the procession, it’s lovely. ✨

Megan's avatar

Great post! My dear son is named after Thomas. I am looking forward to what else you have in store about this, as I’m still learning the traditions of this feast day and would like to incorporate them into my own life.

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

I'm so glad you enjoyed reading - and how wonderful that your sweet boy is named after Thomas! It's a really impactful holiday, and I'm excited to dip into it with you here. :)

Erin's avatar

This is fascinating, Kristin! I never knew about St. Thomas's December feast. It's in July in our tradition. You explain really well here how the stories of St. Thomas fit well at the Solstice and leading up to Christmas. I think I'll add in Thomasmas to our Advent devotions this year. Fits well with a mental track I've been following on holding doubt and belief in tandem... Thanks, as always, for your research!

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

I'm so glad you enjoyed, Erin! It's a mental track I resonate with too (I imagine we all do)...I need to dig more into St. Thomas' day in July and how that looks, but I really connect with its Advent role.

Lahni Blair's avatar

I found my way to the Scriptorium via this post—an absolute delight to my art journaling soul to discover!! I’ve been art journaling as a spiritual practice for a few years now, mostly prayers and reflections using the Examen and Lectio Divina. I have explored liturgical seasons within my art journal, usually at the beginning of a season, but never consistently. Last year I had the idea to dedicate a separate art journal for the liturgical year—a project that did not end up taking shape in 2025.

Seeing the Book of Hours and all the beautiful pages in the Scriptroium re-sparked that inspiration. Excited to see how that may unfold in the New Year! Thank you for offering such beautiful resources, Kristin!

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

Welcome to the Scriptorium, Lahni! I’m SO touched by your lovely comment, and I’m delighted to know that these little offerings are dovetailing right into your fantastic idea of art journaling through the Church calendar. (If you’re ever inclined to share pages from it, please know I’d be keen to see them!)

I know how it is to have many ideas that sit on the backburner, and you’re inspiring me to return to my previous art journaling practice…which I’ve let fall by the wayside!

Lahni Blair's avatar

Thank you, Kristin 🤍 My art journaling practices ebb and flow, like so many other good things in my life. Some weeks are full and others my journal sits quietly, patiently waiting for my return. Some months are more artsy + abstract and others are more of an organized documentation of quotes/reflections/collage (a spiritual commonplace of sorts). I’m a recovering perfectionist around art (rooted in childhood) and I’ve learned that approaching it as “creative play” without pressure, letting it take shape as it will/as the Spirit leads has been more life-giving, soul forming, and sustaining that way.

Excited to see how the pages will fill this year and hope you’re able to return to yours as well!

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

Oh my goodness, I love the idea of a spiritual commonplace woven throughout an art journal! Re-learning the art of creative play is also an ongoing practice for me...I've found that always having something to work on slowly (for me, these are big canvases) that are just for play makes SUCH a big difference in my days. I notice when I've slacked on it!

Jill Warner's avatar

I had to chuckle as I read this about "soil" and "soul", because with the accents where I live, these two words are often pronounced the same way. Seems appropriate!

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

Oh my gosh I love that! Haha how perfect!

Trudy K  Royston's avatar

I love this. I am Catholic and I plan to celebrate this feast on Winter Solstice (besides, my husband is Lutheran). you bring such life to St Thomas! i always observe and celebrate in my heart the Winter Solstice. But now I have a real purpose in doing so. I'm so excited that I jumped over to the Scriptorium and printed the December calendar. God Bless you!

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

I'm so glad to hear that, Trudy! Thank you...I felt just the same way about it, with Thomasmas deepening the winter solstice and also guiding us to Christmas.

All four of my grandparents were Catholic/Lutheran couples, and I find that it's such a beautiful combination of traditions! Bless you, Trudy!

Daniel Joseph Petty's avatar

So glad I finally made found the time to read this! Kristin, you've put together yet another strikingly beautiful and educational article. I love the notion of unseen work being done in the dark that will eventually be brought to the light, all the while being nourished and grown by God. Much like the doubting of St.Thomas. This was just lovely.

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

Thank you so much, Daniel - it's been so illuminating for me to explore these holidays. I feel like it helps me learn more about my own faith!

Jessica Leigh Allen's avatar

Kristin...I'm so behind in my Substack reading, I apologize for getting to this so late! It is a wonderful essay. I think it is my favorite essay of yours so far...and I am so delighted to learn about the donkeys.

There are a number of beliefs among the Pennsylvania Germans centered around talking barnyard animals at midnight on Christmas Eve and the unique individuals who are blessed w/ the ability to 'hear' and 'comprehend' them. Your essay has me digging into my books...I'm thinking this belief must absolutely stem from the story of a wild donkey who spoke! Love this so much.♡

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

Oh gosh, I'm behind on everything, especially catching up here - please don't apologize, my friend!

Talking animals on Christmas Eve! How absolutely perfect.

Christy Isinger's avatar

I am your dirt metaphor target audience.

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

We're just on the cusp of Dirt MetaphorStack!

Carolyn MK's avatar

I had substack “read” this to me on a long drive through such heavy fog I could barely see the trees alongside the highway. It felt oddly appropriate for kicking off advent - the world shrouding itself in silence. On another note, my husband likes to call Thomas “forensic Thomas” (he learned it from someone but I forget who) because of his inclinations toward seeking our empirical evidence. In another setting, such inclinations might be correct- it’s interesting food for thought how the proper rational response that we may have curated so carefully especially in this day and age of people muddying the waters of truth...can still hide the truth from us.

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

I didn't know substack could "read" things, but that feels like it could be transformational! I'm a late-adopter of podcasts, but have found that being able to "read" something while I'm folding laundry, cooking, driving, etc is such a boon.

Ooo...I like the forensic Thomas name (somehow this feels better than Doubting Thomas, doesn't it?) Pre-Enlightenment vs. Post-Enlightenment distinctions are SO fascinating to me in the religious context. And in our modern day, I feel like we tend to mis-apply our investigation methods...using empiricism or rationalism to try to solve ALL the questions, instead of allowing mystery to play a role.

Melina Rudman's avatar

Thank you. I love learning these old stories and rhymes and your writing is just lovely.

Kristin Haakenson's avatar

Thank you so much, Melina - that's so kind of you! I'm thrilled you enjoyed reading :)

Lahni Blair's avatar

I found my way to the Scriptorium via this post—an absolute delight to my art journaling soul to discover!! I’ve been art journaling as a spiritual practice for a few years now, mostly prayers and reflections using the Examen and Lectio Divina. I have explored liturgical seasons within my art journal, usually at the beginning of a season, but never consistently. Last year I had the idea to dedicate a separate art journal for the liturgical year—a project that did not end up taking shape in 2025.

Seeing the Book of Hours and all the beautiful pages in the Scriptroium re-sparked that inspiration. Excited to see how that may unfold in the New Year! Thank you for offering such beautiful resources, Kristin!

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Thank you so much my friend!!

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OHHH gosh I NEED this book!!